29 January 2012

Tamu McPherson

Well, I discovered Mrs.McPherson months ago, but I can't remember how! Anyway she is a great inspiration because she didn't start in fashion, she didnt even start in photography. She worked in LAW and FINANCE  then one day...Well I won't spoil the story of how she did it.BUT! Now she lives in Milan in a beautiful home with her husband and does fashion street photography everyday! And that gives me great hope for my bleak future.

23 January 2012


Freedom is a just a pretty way of saying you’ve gone off the grid…For better or for worst —-you’re out of options. But we call it freedom; write songs about it, you probably crank them in your car, never thought about it much. Some people think it’s exhilarating not having your future mapped out; others start to drown in all that nothing. Maybe you will enjoy it for a moment, the purity of doing what you want, when you want; beer for breakfast, sex in the afternoon, but obligations sneak up, duty, moral code. Some of us are wired to put ourselves back into cages. Freedom is the moment of calm before the dread sets in. Because no matter what you freed yourself from you only get down so far down the open road, car windows down, music blasting before you are force to make a turn, make a choice, sentence yourself to the next adventure…

I am not satisified with my photography.

I actually think its quite mediocre. I guess I am to blame. I didn't invest money into my craft but into trivial things because I thought that one day I could afford to invest all at once. Boy, was I wrong. Every time I have something saved I have to spent it on bullshit that comes up. I know your camera doesn't matter, but after five years I have out grew this camera and its lens. I hate my camera.I would kick it down the street if I could, but then I would be camera-less. But even if I did have the money, it would be my luck that Canon release a newer version right after(it happened with this piece of shit) of the camera I want. I hate my work. But thats the great thing about photography. There is no time limit on when you can grow and learn about picture taking. That fact gives me the calm before the dread.

19 January 2012

Portishead-Wandering Stars

"Please could you stay awhile to share my grief
For its such a lovely day
To have to always feel this way
And the time that I will suffer less
Is when I never have to wake

Wandering stars, for whom it is reserved
The blackness of darkness forever"

15 January 2012

moved to Cargo Collective...

I was on another site who had wonderful customer service and such but was not meeting my needs and I got tired of waiting for them too.Also I  liked how my port looked on Cargo Collective so I went with them for good.. And did I mention they are 100 dollars cheaper? Yeaaaaa

New Hobby...Maybe Business Venture?

I have always been an arts and crafts kinda girl! So I found a new hobby! Making jewelry!Its so much fun to me and therapeutic ! I also like scoping out jewelry from thrift shops and flea market... I sell some of it and make some of it for my family and friends. It is fun to do and if I make a little money on it, thats fun too!


 kind of obsessed with crosses and skulls as you can see!
Does anyone wanna buy? I'm working from Etsy and a little shop online but I also can send invoices if you see anything you like! 
Oh yea I'm on Instagram! (name: myroomiswhite)
Did I mention I moved my photography website to cargocollective (i'll just put it in another post) 


Dear God, I saw these on TUMBLR and sweet baby jesus I have to have them.. ALL OF THEM.. But they are like 12-20 bucks each= $100 when I'm done... 

Cat Ear Tunnel Stud Earrings $20

Unicorn Double Stud Earrings $18

Double Curved Studs $18

Roses Ear Cuff $18

12 January 2012

03 January 2012

January Inspiration

(source: all tumblr, except final picture threnody by christer karlstad)

What is my New Year Resolution?
Not to commit suicide